Sunday, August 14, 2005

Vengeance

The silence is broken. He doesn't know how it was but one thing he surely knows is that IT IS BROKEN. Thats all what matters. He was lost in the dark spaces of the conspicuous mind that he possesed, suddenly a roar came- a roar that tore him apart- a sound that dazzled him- a scream that shook him like anything else could not. He was dreaming or was he. He wanted to know the truth- wanted to overcome the feeling, sense and emotion of being alone. He was sitting amongst all his devils- he was one of them after all- he was one big devilish figure- he wanted to run away. He not only wished to die- he also scurried away from the life itself. He was worthless, he was motionless and yet he was numb. He wanted to die but couldn't muster up the courage to do so. He wanted to run away but couldn't find the place to run to. He wanted to ruin everyone but he couldn't find anyone who he could ruin. Life seemed to be stopped. He wanted more time, he wanted more satisfaction, he wanted more felicity in his life. He couldn't find it and yet he was running after it like a star lost in space. He never wanted to be one- though his parents had always wanted him to be amongst the stars- on the top of this world. But then this world had nothing to do with him, this world had so ruthlessly used him, abused him and then ignored him. He had a revenge to take, he had a rage of vengeance. He wanted to get rid of it. He never was able to do so. Now he finally got to know why. The scream that he heard was from within. He felt contented, he felt satisfied and then he flew away.
Life had taken its revenge, though he never could.

4 comments:

Talha Masood said...

@times u HAVE to kill urself for more important things


ur priorities
ur thoughts
ur likings
ur passions
ur preferences

urself

Anonymous said...

agreed! so just do it

Anonymous said...

where did he fly away and if he acually died its sadder given that it proves he failed absolutely

Ahmad said...

@Sana

but he did die... he did eventually run away from life... so he was satisfied cos of that... and he was satisfied because he had learnt to fail in life... and when he failed at the very end... he was ecstatic...

@Talha

Agreed...:)